Three
Dreams
(and them some)
Of what significance are
dreams?
Is there magic or mystery to them? Are they
prognosticative? Intuitive? Do they open portals to
other realms of awareness? Are they worth the effort?
There are no easy answers to these questions. The only
thing for certain is the more attention you give to
dreams, the more they enter into your life.
I sometimes like to think there's a bit of Aborigine in
some of us, at least when sorting out our dreams. Like
our Aborigine friends we sometimes wake from our
Dreamtime sensing echos of profound reality lingering
from the events of our evening sojourn. We may remember
having left our bodies, or flying, or even doing things
not possible in wake time, then puzzling over their
meaning, and relevance.
For more insight, it’s worthwhile to read up on how the
Aborigines perceive their Dreamtime (sometimes referred
to as “all at once time”) vis a vis what we think of as
reality (“one after another time”). For them, Dreamtime
is the reality from where soul emerges and ultimately
returns. The relationship is tactile, and there is
traction between the two worlds. According to their view
it is the spirit beings in Dreamtime who created and
sculpted the earth, and they hold that their own
personal souls are rooted in the earth. Reality and
Dreamtime are ultimately one. For that reason,
Aborigines play close attention and regard to their
dreams.
Of course, we live in a modern culture. The images of
our Dreamtime have been hijacked by complexity and the
affairs of life which we have defined to be more
important. In spite of this, it remains my experience
the more attention you pay to your dreams, the more
insight and information they will deliver to your life
and benefit.
It there an element of magic or mystery? Yes.
Are they prognosticative? Can't say for sure.
Do they open portals to other realms of awareness? Yes,
but not so simply as stated.
Dreams allow us to exist outside ourselves and, using an
alternate reality, to replay portions of our lives which
have checkmated in the material world. In Dreamtime,
impediments are no longer absolute factors. Released
from constraints and inhibitions, we gain considerable
insight into areas of growth often glossed over during
our manifest routines.
Are dreams worth the effort? Yes! The more you
attend to your dreams, the more they will attend to you.
As a start, put a notebook or digital recorder beside
your bed. That act alone will cause you to awaken after
relevant dreams, those which contain messages or events
targeted to your distinct station, and needs. Record all
you can remember before going back to sleep. In time you
will have a roadmap for reflection, direct from the
dream universe, which may well prove of value in the
absolute present.
There is a story about Cheng Man Ching, the legendary
Tai Chi Master. He had been a student of Yang Cheng Fu,
and was at first, not considered particularly
outstanding in his group.
As he told it, he achieved deep insight after
experiencing a dream in which he had no arms. He recalls
it to have been a breakthrough moment, remembering the
sense of rootedness, and the ability to emit energy at
will. On reflection, he concluded his inclination to
favor his arms had gotten in the way and was impeding
his progress. The dream was telling him his outlook was
wrong.
He added that on returning to class with the new
insight, he was able to push through prior limitations
into a realm where his intent directly moved his Chi
with confidence and in accordance to his will,
ultimately coalescing as Ji or energy where targeted.
This has been at least anecdotally corroborated by
accounts of others who knew him from that period,
relating his impressive gains over a compressed span of
time, leading them to conclude he had achieved deep
insight.
The message of no arms remained in his lectures for the
balance of his teaching career, "Tai Chi Chuan has no
arms, if it has arms, it is not Tai Chi Chuan."
I relate the story of Cheng Man Ching because it may
prove of value to you. He had reached a plateau, and was
frozen at that level, but deeply wished to break through
to the realm of his teacher, the supremely gifted Yang
Cheng Fu.
It was not happening in real time, something was
missing, the more he focused on his arms, the more he
remained locked in place, bounded by his limitations.
After the dream, he redirected his consciousness from
his hands into every other part of his body,
essentially awakening the entire body unit from its
sleep, causing it to function with the same underlying
efficiency and intimacy the hands and arms once had,
except they were now empty, and everything was emitting
from a deeper place, subject to his will.
Think of this as waking the dragon.
Therein is the benefit, and the prime rational for
giving due weight and consideration to your dreams. Even
when you are stuck, limited to a plateau of your
conscious existence, there is another part of you which
is constantly chipping away at those limitations and
obstacles, and sending messages of guidance.
That is the ultimate gift of Dreamtime.
Some
Examples
To drive this point
across, and to get you properly calibrated, I will give
you a sample of my own experiences with Dreamtime,
looking first at three specific dreams and what they
meant to my practice, then sharing a few random examples
of just how interesting (weird???) this can all get.
Dream #1 - Peng:
In this
dream, Cheng Man Ching is simply using peng. I believe
part of the dream was subconsciously tied to several
short video clips I had seen circulating on the
internet, showing Master Cheng using peng to dispatch
his partners.
In the dream, Cheng Man Ching is executing the move
repeatedly, as I am standing alongside and watching from
his left. Suddenly, I start seeing subtle nuances in his
posture combined with the elegance of his timing as he
sets up the move. I then realize the power is not in his
hands, where I had been looking for it. It is in his
generalship, his physical occupation (“stealing the
center”, if you will) and dispossession of the partner's
center, without the partner ever becoming aware. The
arm, which is executing the peng is no longer an arm
using muscle, or bio-mechanical energy. It has become
like the bumper of a car, and when the bumper contacts
the attacker, with the car behind it, the attacker
doesn't have a chance. When I awoke from the dream, I
intuitively understood all he was doing, and my own
execution changed dramatically from the very next day.
Here’s
a Look at Cheng Man Ching
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Dream #2 - Cloud Hands:
In this dream, I am executing the "cloud
hands" move. As I am doing cloud hands, my hands are
floating about, when suddenly I no longer feel my arms and
hands. Rather, it is my thought or intent floating about.
I actually feel my intent and presence where my arms had
been, and likewise feel the continuing movement, without
the intercession of arms. Linked to my intent is a very
large energy subject to my will. In the dream, the energy,
while subject to my will, is not dependent on my arms or
hands. Instead, my arms and hands are there, and I am
still doing cloud hands, but what is really happening is
beneath the surface, and very big, like a wave. When I
awoke from the dream, I viscerally understood the
significance of Master Cheng's dream where he had no arms.
There were no overnight performance changes in the
aftermath. However, over a period of several months, a
deep relaxation developed in my arm movements, and that
has remained. Also, a connection emerged between my
thought, my legs, my breathing, and the empty conduit
which had once been my arms and hands, but which had now
become an integrated delivery system.
An
example of Cloud Hands
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Dream #3 - Rooting:
I am the focus in this dream. Rather, I
am observing myself talking about rooting with some
people. I begin to root, using concepts of substantial and
insubstantial, making my lead leg (I believe it was my
left but am uncertain) substantial. Suddenly it begins to
take its own root, only this time, the root is larger,
deeper and more significant than anything I every imagined
as being possible. It was huge! I let the others try to
move me, as they tried, they bounced off. Literally,
relative to them, I had become an immovable object. Then I
began to push them with my hands. There was significant
power, but the real transmission came when I put my hands
on them, and connected the thought to my ground. Off they
flew, with only the wings of my thought.
These three dreams occurred over quite a span of time. I
didn't log the dates, but it may have been 2-3 years. You
can see how they relate, in fact it's almost like a single
unifying thread delivered or split into three segments,
each dependant on the one previous, but delivered only as
the preceding lesson had been properly nurtured.
Again, the mystery and enchantment of Dreamtime.
Now, by way of wrapping up, let’s have a look at what
might be categorized as random dream or near dream events,
which might occur at any time, possibly even triggered by
life events or other issues of the moment. Let’s see how
they stack against reality. Make of them what you will!
Dream #4 - Eagle
Overhead:
Here, I am soaring with a bald eagle.
It’s a very uplifting dream, exhilarating, very genuine in
sensation. It begins in my backyard and there is a
magnificent bald eagle flying low overhead. It's like
we're communicating, and he's silently trying to encourage
me. Somehow, I know what it wants. Using my mind, I begin
to lift from the ground and fly, but it's clearly very
tricky, I'm clumsy at first, but start to gain control and
almost immediately am doing some clumsy turnovers and
rolls. The eagle is receptive and encouraging, almost
doing an aerial dance with me, at very low speed and with
great control. I’m not using wings, it’s all cerebral,
mind driven. I use my will to conjure it, then it starts
happening. Clearly, I am struggling like a bird on its
first flight. Everything is a challenge, turning,
rising, descending, controlling. All take great focus, and
even then, lack precision. I’m overcome by the magnitude
of the experience, but then, I begin angling and start
trying to fly along with the eagle. Amazingly, as I
struggle with my clumsiness, the eagle clearly welcomes my
efforts. I know this because it is mimicking my motions,
close beside me, as though affirming, demonstrating and
encouraging me to find the right method.
Dream #5 -
Subliminal guidance?
This is an
example of a dream of questionable significance (but you
can never be sure, so I recorded it), especially when
compared to the others. I'm doing something that relates
to applications and self defense, and in the dream I am
led to believe I am supposed to be doing the rolling
knuckle strike that is near the end of the Yang form.
That's where the right hand swings low, almost like
rolling a bowling ball and goes forward. There’s the sense
I'm supposed to learn something by doing it. Within the
dream, I don’t get the significance, and the dream keeps
me focused on the motion, repeating it, until I eventually
awaken, frustrated.
I’m still working on that one. Every time I’m doing the
form, when I get to that point, it’s like there’s
something on the tip of my tongue trying to get out, but
can’t. If it ever comes, I’ll share it with you.
Dream #6 -
Shangrila?
I wouldn't
normally categorize this as a Tai Chi dream, except that I
awoke feeling this had something to do with Tai Chi and
personal growth. The dream was about my home, essentially
my current physical home/house, but it was in a different
location, this location was an expansive area that
belonged to some entity. I almost felt as though it were a
business entity, but that was never stated, just that the
land and area around my dream house was part of an expanse
under development. The deployment was like a park, but not
a park, more like a cultivated space. Throughout the space
there were ornamental artifacts, some with Chinese
ideographs, and ornamental landscaping with abalone shell
and mother of pearl virtually everywhere, it looked like a
bona fide jade garden, but it wasn't jade, it was more
multicolored abalone like shell and mother of pearl. I
felt that those materials reflected on me somehow. As I
walked, it seemed very spacious, and I felt very content,
even blessed, comfortable that if my home had to be here
for the rest of my days, it would be all right. Then I
awoke, with the experience still vivid and fresh in my
memory.
Dream #7 - Ji:
Actually not a
dream ... but a dreamlike feeling while conscious (I cite
this example because it sometimes happens, and you should
know about it). In this instance, I am working with some
students on the concept of “Ji”. As I’m demonstrating it
to the two gentlemen, they ask how it might be applied. I
had one attack me and I applied “Ji” to his body,
literally sending him off into space and into a wall. He
returned saying something to the effect that if I had done
it any more robustly, it could have killed him. I did not
feel I had put very much into the move.
I had never done it that way before, or even that
explosively. I simply knew to do it like that in the
particular moment, and afterwards have been able to
replicate the experience. The knowledge revealed itself to
me. It felt like a dream, but I was wide awake.
Dream #8 - Eagle
Overhead (part 2):
This, too was
not a dream. I am in my back yard working on movement and
flow (I should explain, my yard is very large, I
frequently use it as a place where I can work out alone or
with students and where there is privacy). In the air
above me, there is in fact a baby bald eagle. The hawk
appeared to be alone and it looked to be flying for the
first time. At least that was the impression. What struck
me was its maneuvering within just a few feet above where
I was standing, centered on me, and its movements were
much like my own were in Dream #4. I remember first
feeling how strange it all was, and I looked around to see
if any neighbors were sharing the experience (I was in
fact alone). The creature emitted its eagle screeches,
first in anxiety as it struggled to control its
flight, but before long the calls took on a tone of
delight and wonder, as the bird quickly integrated its
movement into artful flight. It circled over me for some
time, a show for my eyes only. Time froze as I savored the
moment. Under my scrutiny the raptor acquired command,
then lifted. From the ground you could see its wings catch
the currents of air, floating to a confident soar,
ultimately ascending heavenward.
It was in some ways an affirming postcard from the other
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